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//~2005-05-15 || 7:38 a.m.~//

// ~Of belated birthday plans and angry friends...~ //

Mood: irritated due to Charter’s suckyness of doom.
Music: Love is Dead -- Psycho le Cemu

Rae: FEH. Charter should just die. Explode. Self-destruct. Be trampled by angry pink hippos. Or something. >_<

Kopaka: PINK BUNNIES!! ^__^ *floating upside down in Rae’s room, which sadly still looks like a disco due to Kopaka’s whacked out magicks*

Rae: -_-; Ahem. As I was saying... I for once actually have a valid reason for not updating until now. First my modem blew up.

Yuki: O_O It blew up?

Rae: Er. Well not literally. But still, it broke.

Sano: Moat-dum?

Rae: -_-;;; MODEM. Ahem. Anyway, well I got a new one after much bullshit from Charter. Oh but the story does not end there. What should happen as soon as I get my new shiny modem?

It turns out it wasn’t just my modem that blew up. Oh no, it’s worse than that I’m afraid. No my whole cable line thing is fucked too. Charter is SUPPOSED to be coming to my house to fix it, but nope. They haven’t. So for now my internet just randomly comes on and off. Hopefully it’ll be up long enough for me to write and post this. -_-;; I hate CHARTER. CHARTER should DIE. >_<;;

Yggdrasill: At least you have us to keep you company! Disco is fun!!! ^__________^ *spinning around like a maniac*

Ansem: Hehehehehee. *passes out from way too much booze*

Rae: ...Right...

Yuki: O.o;

Sano: Can I please leave?

Rae: NO. Don’t leave me alone with Disco-Barbie.

Yggdrasill: HEY! Who are you calling Barbie? I’ll have you know I am far more attractive than a mere BARBIE. And my hair!! Much better. NOW DANCE! *continues to spin*

Rae: O.o; Kopaka, what the hell did you do to him? He’s kind of scaring me, man.

Kopaka: Heheheheh.

Rae: *rolls eyes*

Yuki: Um, so where did Druu go?

Rae: I dunno. He left a little while ago. Said he would be back later.

Sano: Maybe it has something to do with that missing Ryuuji guy?

Rae: Probably. Not that he ever tells me anything.

Yuki: I wonder who Ryuuji is?

Rae: I really don’t know. Kopaka? Wanna spill?

Kopaka: Heheheh.

Rae: *twitch* Kopaka?

Kopaka: Heheheh.

Rae: ...Are you EVEN LISTENING TO ME? >_<

Kopaka: Huh? Heheh. ^_____^

Rae: -_-;;;;;; Forget it.

Sano: -_-; He’s useless.

Rae: Oh and yes, you have SO much room to talk oh useful one. -_-

Sano: HEY!

Yuki: O.o; Um, let’s not fight guys...

Yggdrasill: Yes! Make dance, not war! *giggles maniacally*

Sano: Uh, I don’t think that’s the way it goes...

Rae: You think? -_-;

Yuki: ^^; Um. Well at least he’s not trying to turn us all into lifeless beings...

Ansem: *wakes up* Yuu knooow whut? I should run for president. *nods*

Rae: ?? Nani? Where the hell did that come from?

Yuki: Besides um, I think you have to originally be from America to you know, be president of it. ^^;

Ansem: *pouts* But I could be a good president. Cotton candy and sake for all!! *is really, really drunk* Hehehe! Vote fer me. *passes out again*

Sano: I’d hate to see that idiot rule anything, him a ruler of a country? *sweatdrop*

Rae: Oh I don’t know, he couldn’t be any worse than Bush. *smirk*

Kopaka: Monkey-president-man. Hehehehehe. *floating around upside down*

Rae: *sigh* Man, you know what? With the internet down, I didn’t even get to write an entry on my birthday. Yes, on May second I officially entered the realm of no longer a teenager-dom. As in I’m twenty years old now. Sad, isn’t it?

Sano: Yeah, it really is. You act about twelve.

Rae: I do not. -_- Besides, you’re the one who acts like a twelve year old. Or hell, six years old.

Sano: What? I’m more mature than you!

Rae: In your dreams maybe.

Sano: HEY!

Yuki: O.o;;

Kopaka: Hehehehehe.

Yggdrasill: Don’t worry Rae! I’m over five thousand years old and still a twelve year old at heart. And sometimes in body, see? *transforms back into his twelve year old form* See? Hehehe!

Rae: -_- Er, yeah. Thanks. I think.

Sano: I think that’s a little different.

Yuki: ^^;

Rae: I hated turning twenty so bad, you have no idea. I think it’s because I’m still a big loser with no direction or purpose to speak of. If I actually had plans or you know a life it might help. I don’t want to not be a teenager. I know that sounds immature, but I just, *sigh* I dunno. Forget it.

Yuki: *pats Rae on the back* Don’t worry, I know how you feel. I was the same way. ^^ But it’ll be okay. ^_^

Sano: *mutter*-loser-*mutter*

Rae: I heard that Sano. *twitch* Anyway, thanks Yuki. ^_^
Hey. At least next year I’ll be able to legally get into bars and stuff. That’ll be cool. XD

Sano: Wait... You mean you lived to be twenty, Yuki? Really?

Rae: Yeah, you look younger than twenty. So, um how old were you when you know...you...

Kopaka: Kicked it?

Rae: Kopaka!! >_<

Yuki: ^^; I’m older than I look, I guess.

Rae: How old were you?

Yuki: Um... Twenty-two.

Rae: O_o Really? You look fifteen...

Yuki: Well I am short. ^^;

Yggdrasill: *spinning around and around* I’m five thousand! Hehehee! *passes out on disco floor*

Kopaka: Barbie sleepy, heheheh.

Rae: You really enjoy drugging people, don’t ya? O.o

Kopaka: Hehehehe. XD

Yuki: *sweatdrop* Kopaka-san, that really isn’t nice. ^^;;

Kopaka: Hehehehee.

Rae: *shrug* All well. XD At least it can be amusing from time to time. However it IS NOT funny when you change my room into a disco dance room. >_< When are you going to change it back?

Kopaka: Aw, you mean you don’t like it Raeee? Hehehe.

Rae: >_< Idiot.

Yuki: Um, well, at least it’s um...*glances at glowing tiles on the floor* er...Colorful? ^^;;

Rae: -_-;;;

Sano: Hey, I wonder where fairy and fox girl are? Haven’t seen them around for awhile.

Kopaka: Heh. When Kits finds out where you guys went, you’re all dead, man. Hehehe.

Rae: What you mean when we went to Laineka? Um, well as long as no one tells her, it’ll be fine. You won’t tell, right?

Kopaka: Hehehe. ^__^

Rae: O_o You wouldn’t.

Kopaka: Heheheheh. ^_______^

Sano: He would. -_-;;;

Yuki: Will Kitsune-san really kill us? O,o

Rae: Kopaka. Come on, you wouldn’t rat on us.

Kopaka: ^_^ *looks amused*

Rae: *twitch* If you tell her, then um, I’ll, uh... Uh... Never give you cigarettes again!

Kopaka: No ciggys?

Rae: NO ciggys. EVER.

Kopaka: Awww. Rae, that’s not cool, man. I was only kidding. *puppy eyes* You wouldn’t deprive me from my ciggys, right? You wouldn’t let her, right Yuki-dude? A man has got to have his ciggys.

Yuki: *blush* Wh-what have I got to do with this? O_o

Sano: Just ignore him, Yuki. -_-;

Kopaka: Hey speaking of ciggys...

Rae: O_O I just gave you a pack, are you telling me you’re ALREADY out?

Kopaka: Heh. ^__^

Rae: Chain-smoking maniac. O.o

Sano: You’ve got the maniac part right at least...-_-

Kopaka: Heheheh. ^_____^

Rae: *shakes head* if you’re so magickal why don’t you magick some up, mister elemental wind, ice sprite person? Or go rob a convenience store and get some or something? -_-;

Kopaka: *thinks* Hey. That could be fun. The robber dude, dude! ^__^

Rae: I was just kidding!! O_O God. Just take them! *pulls out secret pack she had hidden behind her manga books* Sheesh. *throws them at him*

Kopaka: ^___^ Thanks, I’ll pay ya back, dude.

Rae: Sure. I’ve heard that one before. *glares first at Kopaka, then Sano*

Sano: Hey, why are you looking at me?

Rae: I wonder. -_-;

Yuki: ^^;;

Rae: Hm. Well. I’m bored. Wanna see the stuff I bought for my birthday?

Yuki: I do. ^_^

Sano: Not particularly. -_-

Kopaka: Cool. Hehheh. ^__^ *smoking*

Ansem: *drooling on Rae’s chair, passed out*.....

Yggdrasill: Mmm...Genis.....*passed out on the disco floor with a grin on his face*

Rae: *stares at Yggdrasill for a moment* ....He’s scary. *blink* Er. Anyway. Yeah, my parents gave me money and I got lots of nice stuff. ^_^ Mainly clothes.

Sano: Surprised you didn’t blow it all on mange.

Rae: ...On what?!?! O.o;

Yuki: I think he means manga. ^^;

Rae: Oh. -_-;;;

Sano: What? Manga, mange, close enough! >_<

Rae: Right...Er anyway. I bought a bunch of shirts and some good transfer paper so I could put pictures on them. I am now the proud owner of six Tales of Symphonia shirts and one prettyful Gackt-sama shirt. XD I luv my new clothes. Too bad that paper is kind of expensive, but it’s worth it. It works great. It’s not that cheap crappy kind.

But five out of six of my Tales of Symphonia shirts are pictures of Zelos and Lloyd being cute and sweet. Awww. ^_^ My favorite, favorite, favorite pairing of all time, yo. And yes they are Japanese fan-art pictures that I stole. Leave me alone. I’m evil, I know. All well. It’s not like I’m claiming them to be my own art or anything.

The sixth shirt is an official pic of Kratos though. Kratos is pretty, so that’s cool. (Not nearly as pretty as Zelos though ;-P) My Gackt shirt is a picture that I screen-capped from that commercial he did for Metal Gear Solid 2. He looks smexy. XD Er anyway, I’m rambling...

Yuki: *looking through Rae’s closet* Oh pretty. ^_^ They all look nice.

Sano: Hey. Some of those are...pink? *raises eyebrow* You bought pink? You feeling okay?

Rae: Heh. Well. Yes I was tempted to get all black shirts, but I’ve decided I need a little color in my wardrobe. I figure maybe I should start dressing a little more girly. I mean lets face it; my fashion sense really isn’t so good. So I’m expanding beyond plain black shirts. And I chose shades of pinks because they match Zelos’ hair in the pictures. So the pictures blend well with the shirts. *shrug* Blame Kopaka or something.

Kopaka: Pink. Heheheh. ^__^

Yuki: Well I like them. ^_^

Sano: Of course you would. -_-

Yuki: What’s that supposed to mean? T_T

Rae: *smacks Sano on the head* Ignore him Yuki. He’s a moron.

Sano: OW! Hey! >_<

Rae: Anyway. Not that I’m going to start running around in dresses acting all prissy or anything. I’m still a blue-jeans and black nail polish wearing, cursing, smoking tomboy. But, you know I’m trying to look at least a little more attractive now.

Sano: *snorts* Yeah, like that’s possible.

Rae: >_< You ass! *bangs Sano on the head with first random object she can find*

Sano: @_@;;;;;;.......

Kopaka: Heheheh. Swirly eyes, man. Heheheh. ^_^

Rae: Hmph. Anyway. I’m now wearing a little makeup, fixing my hair a little, you know. Trying futilely not to look like such a hideous space creature or whatever. -_-;;;;

Yuki: O.o You don’t look like a space creature.

Rae: How about a hell beast?

Shishio: *walks in Rae’s room* Did I hear something about a hell beast?

Yuki: Shishio-san? O.o

Rae: Hey Shishio. Long time, no see. ^_^ What brings you here?

Shishio: *looks around at Rae’s disco-fied room and the passed out Ansem and Yggdrasill* .....*raises eyebrow* Ahem. Ah, I’ve been busy ruling Hell and Disney after all. But I’m taking a few days off, so I thought I’d drop in and say hello.

Rae: ^_^ Cool.

Sano: Mummy face. -_-;

Shishio: Hello to you too, rooster. ^_^

Kopaka: Heheheheh. Mummy man, man.

Shishio: Ahem. So, your birthday was a few days ago, was it not? I’m sorry I was too busy to attend your party.

Rae: Ah. Don’t worry about it. I didn’t have a party. ^^

Shishio: *frowns* Well that’s no good.

Yuki: Hey, we could still have one. It would be fun. ^^

Sano: No it wouldn’t. Bad things always happen to me when we have parties. *remembers the Christmas party where he got electrocuted by the tree*

Druu: *appears* Hm, sounds fun. ^_^

Rae: Druu. ^_^ Where have you been?

Druu: Oh, around. ^^

Shishio: *blinks*... Hm. Druuvbin. You *looks closer* Your aura—

Druu: *interrupts* Ah, Shishio-san, did I hear correctly? You want to throw Rae-chan a belated birthday party, yes?

Shishio: Hm. Yes, if Rae would like it.

Rae: Hey I love parties, it’d be great. But...What were you saying? Did you say something about an aura? What being the new ruler of a big portion of hell give you the ability to see auras or something?

Shishio: *looks at Druu again* Hm. I must have been imagining things. For a moment I thought I saw...*blink* Hm.

Druu: Maybe you’ve been working too hard lately, neh? ^^;

Shishio: *nod* Hm. Apparently.

Sano: I still say no party.

Druu: We’ll serve sake, Sanosuke.

Sano: *perks up* Count me in then. *grins*

Yuki: *sweatdrop*

Rae: *rolls eyes*

Kopaka: Sake. Heheheh. ^__^

Ansem: *wakes up again* Did I hear sake? ^______^

Shishio: *glares disdainfully at Ansem* You are not invited.

Ansem: WHA? WHYYY? T____T *starts crying*

Yuki: O_O;;;;

Rae: O_o;; Uh....

Ansem: WAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!! NO PARTY FOR ANSEM-CHAN??? T___T

Sano: O.o;

Shishio: *twitch* -_-;;

Rae: O.o;;;

Ansem: T___________T *cries like big baby*

Yuki: Um...maybe we should just let him come to the party? O.o

Ansem: YAY!! HEHEH!! I SHALL BRING THE DARKNESS AND COTTON CANDYYYY! *passes out again*

Shishio: Great. -_-; Anyway. I’ll have Yumi bake the cake.

Druu: Ah, that sounds nice. ^^

Rae: Cool. ^_^

Kopaka: PARTY. Heheheh. Cool. *grins mischievously*

Sano: I know it’s all going to go wrong. Mark my words. A giant monster will crash it, and eat me. You just wait.

Shishio: Well we can only hope, Sagara.

Sano: HEY! What’s that supposed to mean?!

Rae: *raises hand* I know! He means we can only hope you get eaten. Am I right, professor Shishio? ^_~

Shishio: *smirk* I’ve taught you well.

Sano: HEY!!! >_<

Yuki: ^^;;

Druu: Yes well, when shall we have this party? Tomorrow night? ^^

Rae: Oh wait! We’re supposed to be helping you look for Ryuuji, Druu! We can’t have a party while one of your contacts or whatever is missing!

Druu: Ryuuji has been missing for over three months now. One night isn’t going to make any difference, Rae. Don’t worry about it. We will find him. But we will also have you a party. ^_^

Rae: You sure?

Druu: Positive.

Shishio: Well then. *evil Shishio smirk* Let’s get this party planned.

Druu: Indeed. ^^

*Shishio and Druu begin discussing party plans and details*

Sano: This is going to be bad. *pulls out a container of sake* Bad. Wait and see.*drinks*

Kopaka: Heheheheheh.....

Rae: Hm. Well, what else? Oh, with my leftover money I also bought some manga.

Gamerz Heaven volume 2
Heh. I am so in love with this manga. It’s so cool. XD And I love the Eiri (Gravitation) clone, Rush. Rush rocks. He looks just like Eiri, only wearing Shuichi’s clothes! Oh dear, Eiri got into Shuichi’s closet. XD Heh. Seriously though, it’s so great. I find it so damn amusing. And interesting, because hell I’m an insane RPG fan anyway, so yeah. This manga rocks. Enough said. XD

Vampire Game volume 11
Interesting as usual. I <3 Yuujel. XD Hm. Duzell’s lover from volume one was a female after all. *looks skeptical* I swear it looked like Duzell was screwing a guy in that flashback, but whatever...I guess I’m just crazy. Anyway, this arc is definitely the most interesting so far. Can’t wait to see what happens next.

Pet Shop of Horrors volume 9
T_T Only one more volume left after this one. PSoH rocks. I love D. He’s so weird. XD And Leon. Heh, Leon never ceases to amuse me. And his cute lil brother. ^^ Anyway, PSoH is really interesting. I really like it. I’m afraid to get the last volume though. What if it all ends badly? T_T

Yuki: *looks at new manga happily*Oh, new manga for me to read. ^__^

Rae: I also bought an anime dvd. D.N.Angel volume two. Which bored the hell out of me I’m sad to say. Nothing happened at all. Were those filler episodes or something? O.o;;; Hopefully the next volume will be better...

Lets see, other than that, I bought a few cds. Breaking Benjamin’s cd. Pretty good, though way too fucking short. O.o Thirty-nine minutes? Damn... You know American music just isn’t so great anymore....But this cd is at least decent.

Bought a cd with traditional Asian music (koto, flute, etc) mixed with nature sounds, which is really nice. Um and three cd’s from the Element series. They include dvd’s with really pretty scenery set to new age-ey music. (The word “new age” kind of amuses me. It’s actually old age if you want to get technical. Or rebirth of the old age or something. But it definitely ain’t new. XD)

Shishio: *still talking about the party* We could have the party at my place.

Druu: ...In Hell? *sweatdrop*

Shishio: Why not?

Yuki: Um...uh, well, Shishio-san, um...

Sano: *rolls eyes*...*drinks sake*

Rae: Well, I better go help them plan my belated birthday party, so I suppose I’m getting off of here for now.

Malba: *appears* Oh, Druuuu? *using a singsongy voice*

Druu: Hm, Malba? Yes? ^^

Rae: O.o; Malba? You look pissed. Um, something wrong?

Kopaka: Heh. Uh-oh.

Yuki: Huh? O.o

Malba: If I were you, I’d run. Right now. *crosses arms*

Druu: Whatever for? *innocent smile*

Rae: Run? O_o Why?

Yuki: ??

Malba: Oh in about two seconds, you’ll see. *looks irritated* I should kill you myself though.

Rae: Eh? O.o;;;;

Sano: Uh, what’s going on?

*room turns dark*

Yuki: O_O Uh...

Druu: Hm. Oh dear. ^_^

Sano: O.o

Rae: Uh...

Malba: Hn.

Kitsune: *appears* Druuvbin. *eyes glowing black*

Rae: Oh shit. That’s bad.

Shishio: ...Did I miss something?

Kopaka: Dun, dun dun dun. Busted. Heh.

Yuki: How did she find out? O.O

Sano: Kopaka?

Kopaka: Not me, man.

Malba: -_- *arms crossed*

Kitsune: *looks EXTREMELY pissed* I need to discuss something with you. *eyes glowing black, voice icy cold*

Druu: Oh? Whatever could it be? *smiles innocently*

*room grows cold as a blackish blue aura surrounds Kitsune*

Kitsune: NOW.

Druu: ^_^ Of course, Kitsune.

Yuki: O_O *catatonic*

Shishio: *looking a little nervously at Kitsune* Hm...

Sano: *gulping sake*

Kopaka: Definitely busted. Heheheh.

Rae: We’re all dead. Yup.

Malba: Could be. -_- *is also obviously NOT happy*

Rae: Man, what’s the big deal? We just went to Laineka for a few minutes....

Kitsune: Shut it. Now. -_-

Rae: Meep. O.o;

Druu: ^_^ Now, now Kitsune. Calm down.

Kitsune: Come with me. -_-

Druu: Of course. ^_^

*both Kitsune and Druu disappear*
*the dark aura that had darkened the room also vanishes*

Yuki: ....She killed him! T_T

Rae: Um, Malba?

Malba: *glares at Rae* ...What?

Rae: Why are you two so mad?

Malba: None of your business, damn human. AND YOU! KOPAKA!!

Kopaka: Heh, me? *turns in air to a sitting position with legs crossed, looks at Malba innocently*

Malba: YES YOU! IDIOT! How could you let him go there ALONE! Fucking idiot! FUCKING Laineka of ALL PLACES!!! >_< FUCKING MORON!!!!!!

Kopaka: Uh, oops? ^__^

Shishio: I’ve definitely missed something.

Sano: Join the club.

Rae: Sessha confused. @_@

Yuki: T_T Druu-chan’s dead.

Ansem: *wakes up* Hm? Cotton candy?

To Be Continued...

~*~*~*~*~

Why exactly are Malba and Kitsune so angry?
How did they find out that Druu and the others went to Laineka?
Is Kitsune going to kill Druu?
Is Malba going to kill Kopaka and everyone else while he’s at it?
Is Rae going to get to have her belated birthday party?
Why does Ansem love cotton candy so damn much anyway?
And Yggdrasill’s obsession with disco, what’s up with that?
Who the fuck is this Ryuuji person?
WHAT’S GOING ON?!?!?!??!

Find out next time!!

~*~*~*~*~****~*~*~*~*~

Coming Soon:
~New cast page with new characters added and better information on existing characters and storyline info.

~New fan-fictions, including Rae’s new uber ToS suspense fic which is currently in production, hopefully to begin releasing soon, exclusively on Broken Innocence. XD

~ A smaller one shot ToS fiction should be posted within the next few days as well.

~Along with a new chapter of the long delayed fic, Roadtrip. Yes, expect a new chapter full of insanity, coming soon!

~Hm...? Maybe some other random fanfics as well. Who knows? XD

Anyway, if my internet will stay on long enough to let me, I’ll try to update again either tonight or tomorrow or so, neh?

Laters.
Rae.



Oh dear, not another hiatus... - 2008-09-10

new layout, random notes. - 2007-07-27

dreams of dawn ~cold-light~ --author notes - 2007-05-20

dreams of dawn ~cold-light~ part J - 2007-05-20

dreams of dawn ~cold-light~ part I - 2007-05-20


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