Mood: beyond fucking tired.
Music: -a big long named song from a Gravitation sound cd that I don’t feel like spelling...

I didn’t write. I know.

First, I’m really sorry to all those affected by Katrina and the disasters it caused and everything. I’m not in a real eloquent frame of mind so to speak, so I’m not going to make any long thing covering this or anything right now, Just I’m sorry. Very sorry.

Now. On to what’s been going on in my life the past couple days... My brother is in the hospital and I just haven’t felt like updating my journal, I’m sorry.

Jimmy or as I like to call him, Jiro fell from a swing, flipped in the air and landed on the ground over twelve feet below him. He broke his hip. I’ve been with him a lot at the hospital and um, I’m not sure even when I last slept? What day is it? O.o;

Oh it’s Thursday, never mind. Uh. I’m brain fried, ignore me.

Anyway, he had to have an operation and I forget how many pins or whatever it took to reconstruct his hip.

So yeah, I’ve had some more important things on my mind, so I just haven’t taken the time to write. Sorry. *sigh*

You have no idea how stressed and tired I am, but I still wanted to take the time to write in here for a sec.

Now I know I should have written awhile back too, before this even happened, but you know how I get, I kind of forget to write. I’m a moron, we all know this...

Um, hopefully he may possibly get to come home later today. So hopefully things will settle down some and I’ll feel more like writing random insanity journal entries, yes?

Um... Something else I wanted to say.....Um oh. A new person has me listed on their favorites. I just now noticed. ^^ Um, hello. *waves shyly* I’m surprised anyone even reads this silly journal. ^^ *favorites back*

Um...

Man I’m tired.

I look so scary. Scarier than usual I mean. I’m always ugly and scary but you know what I mean. Big dark circles, yo. ^^;;

Um...I don’t know if I said on here. but awhile back I updated my website with...um...Oh, that new Tales of Symphonia fic. Black Feather. Prologue and chapters 1 and 2. It sucks as do all my writings but oh well. But I just figured I’d let you know in case you wanted to read it or whatever. Or not. Whatever. ^^

Uh...

*bangs head on desk*

...

I was working on making my own little message board for my website but I haven’t worked on it since the accident. I was also working on a little fic that anyone who likes my muses might like... I’ll try to get that stuff finished soon.

And write a real entry. And make a new cast/story page. And...um work on some other writings I had planned. And stuff...

Um, this entry makes no sense, right? Sorry. I’m brain dead. Seriously.

I think I’m going to crash for um...how ever long I can until mom’s ready to go back to the hospital. Dad’s there with Jiro now.

Um.

And crap, I accidentally took all the descriptions off of my favorite diaries on my profile. How did I even do that? O.o; What the hell is my problem this morning, am I completely stupid or what? >.<
Oops. Um...All well. Sorry. T.T At least the names are still listed.

*is half asleep*

But they think Jiro’s doing better, and he was walking a little with crutches in physical therapy and his fever is going down now. He had a fever. Not sure why. Probably from all the stress and the operation.

Um. Me go sleep now. I’ll try to write again sometime fairly soon.

Give my brother a mental hug okay? He’s been through a lot in the past few days.

And hospitals, man are they draining. So many people suffering and dying and scared and angry and all the energy. Man. It’s too much for a crappy slightly post-cog/energy sensor person like me...

Um, I have to sleep now. Seriously. I might pass out otherwise. *laughs tiredly* Actually I’m only about half kidding. ^^;; I am sooo dizzy right now. The screen is beyond blurry.

Um...

Good night/morning?

Rae

Whoa, thank goodness for word, which I’m currently writing this on or I bet you wouldn’t even be able to read this. It keeps screaming at me and telling me all my spelling errors. Well not screaming literally. You know what I mean. XD Red underlines and green underlines, and spell check oh my. Um...leaving now.