I lied. I didn’t write. I know. I said I would write and I didn’t. Again.

I’m just not...

I don’t know.

My brain is fried.

And I suck.

I’ll try to write a real entry soon. Just, not right now. I can’t. I honeslty can’t concentrate well enough to even bother

I don’t think me being sick is what’s causing this distractedness either. I think I’ve been using this sinus infection as an excuse. Because honestly, me being sick isn’t that big of a deal. It’s this moodiness that has set in...

I have been so fucking moody lately. I think I’m getting ready to have some kind of mental breakdown or something. The last month especially, it’s gotten bad.

But I don’t want to sound whiny so I’m shutting up now.

I’ll try to have a real entry written in a few days.

I’ll even write it in 3rd person story format.

Like anyone cares. ^^;

*sigh*

Mom has been pestering me to see a shrink you know.

I think I might.

I feel really brain fucked.

And it’s getting worse.

I’m so...

Fucking depressed. *smirk*

I’m so stupid and worthless, I swear. I mean I have no use. It’s sad. XD

I’m gonna go be unproductive now I think.

I guess those Halloween fics aren’t going to get written either, huh?

*bangs head against wall*

Ever the useless one.

My nerves are so shot. Nervousness and moodiness and depression oh my! XD

~Rae