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//~2006-10-06 || 4:22 a.m.~//

// ~a night of shadows, tears and waiting; author's notes~ //

(This is the notes for -a night of shadows, tears and waiting. If you haven’t read it yet, er... Go to the archives button, click it and read it. Then you can read the notes after you finish it. XD Heh...)

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Rae: Dun DUN DUN. And there ya have it. Another completely pointless, lame, plotless piece of crap. *falls over*

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Ahem. So... Hah. Ikenna has an interesting ability, neh? XD It’s entirely Jiro’s fault. *nod*

You see, he kept making scary jokes about what Ikenna wanted to do with Kaine in his office and... Well. I thought, why not? Let’s make it scary and pervy. XD I already knew he was gonna torture him, and Jiro gave me the idea on how... Heh. ^^;;

So. I guess that’s what ya call karma. *sweatdrop* He tortured and burned Malba, and then Malba’s daddy tortured and burned the holy fuck out of him. Ouch. Gee, Kaine. I don’t think it was too smart to call Ikenna a pompous fool... XD Geez... Poor guy. That had to hurt...

Ah, so... We found out how Ryuuji met Druuvbin. Was it incredibly lame and cliché? *sigh* Maaaaan....

So, I suppose it’s probably growing rather obvious what the whole ‘na lanei sa’ thing means, neh? Heh. Well. I figured I’d make my character (I’m a character O.o;;;) oblivous and scatterbrained over it. I mean I’m stressed and tired, so I can see myself not getting it... So. Hm... Why did Ryuuji seem thrown when Druuvbin said the very same thing he had been saying to our favorite emo psychic? Hmmm....

Heh. Like Ryuuji’s power? He’s a shape-shifter, yo! And can aparantly shift into a girl. XD

And whoa. Kitsune fell asleep. Holding Malba’s hand... Oh dear. Should we be worried? ^^;;

So, more hintings at Malba-plotness... Hm... What does it all mean? Now I wonder... Hm.... XD

Oh and whoa. So Malba’s dad is a big shot government dude, neh? Heh.... And wow. Sefth is a whiny bitch.

Oh. Uh... What did ya think of Mithra Starne? ^^

I’ll have pics of him for ya next time. (As well as pics of everyone else. Yesh... *mysterious smirk*)

Soooo....

Druuvbin is a very bad boy. Using that ability of his to take the pain from the Jump. Heh... I was actually lying awhile back when I said that I made the Jump hurt when it was going into my hand to just relieve a little guilt. Yesh. Sadly, Druu is a big baka and took the pain. T.T That’s been planned since yeah. It happened. Not a random idea that I came up with later. Poor Druu-chan... And yeah. There’s some plot reasons going on about that ability of his... Ah, am I being vague? Hm. Too bad. ^.~

My poor Druuvbin... T.T He’s so sad and um... Yeah. *glomps sickly Druu-chan* I wuv him so much. T__T

...Ahem...

And wow. Poor Veenom. She got her wrist broked and got yelled at and... Yeah. So... What’s up with this tainted thing? Veenom is tainted? Hm.

Ah, Kyoutasa. Heh. Who knew that minor character from a long time ago would make his grand re-appearance, neh? (Do you even remember him? He’s the auction dude that was selling Sano and those little cat demons. Remember?) Heh... He’s a real dick. Jerk. Geez... All over Veenom being five lousy days late on her rent... Talk about a bitchy landlord. XD

Let’s see, what else? Hmm... Oh. Poor Kouji-chan. T.T He’s so screwed up. And dude... Remembering all the badness from his past... It’s so sad. T.T Poor little guy. And poor Kitsi too... Tatsuki was a real bastard, wasn’t he. >.<;;

Wow. I’m rambling about randomness... Lalalala...

What else?

Uh, Darcy is a stupid bitch? Oh. Wait. We already knew that. Hm... Meh. Stupid Darcy. >.< ....Ahem.... Anyway.

Yeah, you weren’t in this one Jiro. Sorry. But hey, a lot of people weren’t in this.

Kopaka’s still all sick and passed out, Yuki’s off taking care of him.

Malba and Kitsune were both asleep.

Sano and Hanneke still haven’t had another scene. (Poor Sano. Wonder if he’s been raped yet? XD)

Xzai didn’t show up in this one either... Yup....

Um, so yeah. Not much happened. Sadly, I had hoped for a lot more to happen in this part, but... It was getting too long. *sigh*

Hell. I was hoping to have gotten Sano back and started the ‘talk’ with Yuki by the end of this part. *pouts* But dude. It just kept getting longer and longer. This is the uber long pointless story of doooom. XD

Will it ever get anywhere? XD

Oh, I can personally assure you one thing about the next part. The next part focuses more on Mals. I know for a fact because.... It’s already written. XD It’s actually been finished for a good week or two at least. *sweatdrop* I’ve just been too lazy to post any of this stuff lately. I mean it’s kind of pointless, I know no one would be interested in reading this. I’m just writing it for myself, (heh and Mom and Jiro) so... Yeah. No one reads this. XD So it doesn’t really matter when the hell I post.

One of these days I am going to get around to actually making a website for this, instead of posting it on dland like this. (I know I keep saying that, but I will! One day... Yesh.) Even though I’m just writing this for myself, I’d like to have a nice site for it. Because... Hm. I dunno. Because I’m weird, I guess. ^^;

Speaking of websites. Man. I just looked through the ‘cast and info’ page or whatever over on my dead freebie geocities site. Holy shit is everything beyond outdated. XD Plus crappy sketches. Oh and beta-ness. Like that fic in Mals’ POV. Things have changed some, definitely. Mals’ uses daggers now, Malba is the one that’s short (not Ryuu) and some other random stuff. Old beta stuff, yo. XD
(Spellings for things have even changed some. I think Gahlrey used to be Gahrey and Asikea was different too, maybe. Not sure now. XD)

Man. It’s so scary if you go far enough back here on dland. I was rereading through old entries (in script format O.o;) and.. Whoa. Everyone has changed. A LOT. Kitsune used to act more like Malba O_o, Druu was... An odd, uber girly Malba fanboy, Kopaka... Er. Wait. Kopaka actually is the only one who hasn’t changed much. He just shows his serious side more now. Or something. You know what I mean. But yeah. Lots of random scary, scary stuff. Heh. ^^;; Even little Yuki-chan has changed some. Not as much though.

I think everyone starts acting more like themselves and in character somewhere around the Onmyoji arc or so. ^^; Before that? Scary, scary OOCness abounds. XD

Heh, anyway.

Um....

What else, what else....

So...

Um...

Eh. I don’t really have much else to say I guess.

And I suppose no random insanity this time either. I mean Ansem finally passed out from his excessive usage of Kopaka Water Dude! and everything, so yeah... *looks over in the corner to see Ansem passed out, drooling*

Er... Yeah. So I guess there’s no randomness for today.

Eggman: *comes skipping through the door* ...Or... IS THERE? ^__________^

Rae: O.O;; What? Where the hell did you come from? I thought Gackt/Genesis made you go flying off Team Rocket Style...

Eggman: Or... DID he? ^__^

Rae: ... -_-;;;;;;;;;;;;; Not again....

Eggman: Or is it?

Rae: T.T No fair... So not fair....

Eggman: *dancing around, disco style* Fear my sexy wonder! ^_^

Rae: O_o;;;

Angst: *skulks through door* MWAHA! I’m back, bitch!

Rae: x_x;;;;;;;;; Dude... This is so not cool...

Eggman: Or is it?

Rae: ....

Angst: This part was not angsty enough. *crosses arms* I demand more angst, BIOTCH!

Rae: Wha? How the hell was this part NOT angsty enough? You had Kouji revealing heartbreaking angst stuff, you had Veenom crying on the floor all alone, you had uh... Weirdness with Kaine, you had poor Druuvbin crying and sick and emo-ing and stuff, so yeah! It was angsty! >.<

Angst: Nope. I demand more.

Eggman: Or do you?

Angst: More! >.<

Eggman: Well. You know what they say, the MORE the merrier! ^__^

Rae: *falls over* ....Ugh.... Not cool...

Eggman: Or is it? ^__^

Angst: ANGST! ANGST! ANGST! I demand more angst! I PWN J00 BIOTCH!! Give me t3h ANGST! ANGST I SAY! ANGST!

Rae: T.T;;;;;;;;; FINE! You own me, shut up! I shall give you t3h angst. T__T

Angst: ^_^ Good. Just so we have that clear and all. <3333333

Rae: ..... O.o;;;; Okaaaay......

Angst: Pretty pretty angst! *twirls around girlishly* Heheheheheeeeh! <3333333

Rae: O.o;;; Uh...

Eggman: Mmm. That’s right, spin, you sexy angst machine! I’m a fat man in need of LOVE! ^___^

Angst: ...Dude. I don’t like ugly fat guys. >.< *crosses arms*

Eggman: Or... DO you? *dances closer to Angst*

Rae: O.o;; This is just all kinds of wrong...

Angst: HEY! Back off! >.< I am t3h ebvil girly angst man, man! You can’t have my emo beauty! *points atself. Yes, in fact, Angst is actually a girly, pretty little bitchy goth boy. Yesssshhh....*

Rae: x_x;;;;

Eggman: Everyone wants the fat man. Admit it. ^________^

Angst: No. I want ANGST! ANGST! ^___^

Eggman: Or... DO you? ^___^

Angst: ANGST!

Eggman: No. Fat man.

Angst: No. ANGST. Angst I say! >.<

Eggman: >.< No. The wonderful fat man! Everyone wants me!

Angst: No. Everyone wants t3h angst! >_<;;;

Eggman: No. The sexy fat man.

Angst: >.< No. The ANGST! ANGST!

Eggman: >___< FAT MAN!

Angst: ANGST!! >___<

Rae: ... I think it’s probably a real good idea to run right about now... O.o;;; Uh... Until next time... I guess that’s all for now. I’ll try to get the next part posted pretty soon. (Too lazy to do it right now. XD)

Eggman: I have an idea!!! To settle this! Yes!

Angst: Oh? Well? What is it, annoying fat man? >.<

Eggman: Let’s have a strip contest! Then we’ll see who’s the sexiest. The wonderful fat man shall win. ^______^ Let us strip!!!

Angst: That.... That’s a... WONDERFUL idea!! <33333 ^___^

Rae: NANI? Wh...WHAT?! O.o;;;;;;;;;;;;;

Eggman: STRIP!!!!! *rips clothes off* HOHOHOHOHEEH! <3333 *stirkes a pose*

Angst: Hmph. That’s nothing, bitch. >.< *rips clothes off* Worship my angsty beauty! <3333 *also strikes a pose*

Rae: O_o;;;;;;;;;;;;; ..........

Eggman: Well. Pink haired girl. Who is the sexiest? It’s me, isn’t it? Admit it! Everyone wants the SEXY fat man! ^___^

Angst: >.< I PWN J00. Tell him I’m t3h SexIEST!!!!!!

Rae: ..... O_o;;;;;;;;;;;;; *falls over*

Eggman: See. My beauty was too much for her to handle. I’m TOO sexy. ^_______^

Angst: I clearly am far sexier.

Eggman: Or... ARE you?

Angst: Yes. I am. >.<

Eggman: OR... Are you? ^___^

Angst: >.< BIOTCH!

Eggman: Or... AM I?

Rae: @_@;;; *stands Up* Oro... I... Am... So running now...

Eggman: NO! You must tell! Who is the sexiest? It’s the fat man, yes?

Angst: No it’s t3h M3!!!!!

Rae: .... O.o Er... Uh....

Angst: Well? >.<

Eggman: Tell me you love me! Tell the fat man he’s the best! ^__^

Rae: @__@;;; Er.... Uh...

Ansem: *has aparantly awoken from his Kopaka Water Dude! induced sleep* HEHEHEEEEEH! I want to play toooo! Pretty pink play time!!! *skips over*

Rae: O__O;;;

Ansem: I wanna strip tooo! ^_____^ *tears clothes off* I am the pretty pink darkness!!!! *is standing in a pink thong, striking a pose*

Rae: ................ *falls over*

Ansem: ^____^ Heeeeeeh.

Angst: I’m still sexier. -.-

Eggman: Or... Are you? ^___^

Ansem: Pretty pink shiny things!!!!

Rae:....T_T;;;;;;; Till next time... That’s all for now....

Ansem: DO THE SHINY PINK DARKNESS DANCE!!! ^_____^

Eggman: You know what they say! The more the merrier! ^__^

Angst: I still demand more angst. <333

Rae: O_o;;; *runs for her life as Angst, Ansem and Eggman start to do the shiny pink darkness dance.*

((Don’t ask. I really don’t even know... O.o;;;))



Oh dear, not another hiatus... - 2008-09-10

new layout, random notes. - 2007-07-27

dreams of dawn ~cold-light~ --author notes - 2007-05-20

dreams of dawn ~cold-light~ part J - 2007-05-20

dreams of dawn ~cold-light~ part I - 2007-05-20


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Lyrics from Rise, by Origa. An incredibly lovely song. ^^

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